Over the past couple of weeks, our family has been going through a pretty tough time. My last couple of posts have alluded to it a bit without really saying what it is. Almost three weeks ago, my wife found a lump on the chest of my 8 month old son, Caelan. We took him to the doctor, got referred to a surgeon from Children's Hospital at UAB in Birmingham, went in for ultrasound and Cat Scan, and then had a biopsy done (all of this last week). We had to wait until today to get the results, but we finally heard from the surgeon.
She called and said that they are fairly certain that the tumor is cancer. They do not know for sure and they are sending the tissue sample off for other tests and a second opinion, but all indications at this point are that it is cancer. We will meet with the surgeon and oncologist on Monday in Birmingham to chart out a course of action, discuss our options, and to move toward beginning treatment. Treatment could consist of any type of combination of medication, chemotherapy, radiation, and surgery. They'll know more of what to do when they know exactly what it is.
My wife and I are choosing to trust God in this. We are told to "rejoice in the Lord always" and I guess that now counts as always. That even means when things are really hard. I have been trying to live out Philippians 4:4-9 that says,
4Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
8Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. 9Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me— put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.
I truly am experiencing God's peace right now, even though our future is uncertain. We will lift up our little boy to the Lord and pray for healing. He is a sweet little boy and he loves to play with his brothers and sister. We will not stop praying and we will not stop praising God. I know that there are difficult times ahead for our son, and we are praying for God's strength to pull Him through. When people ask what they can do for us, we really do mean it when we say, "Pray believing." God wants us to trust Him, even when life is hard. He will see us through. We would appreciate the prayers of anyone who reads this and I will be posting updates here when I get new information. I praise God for our church, Gateway, and all of their support and prayers. There are a couple of things we know: God is not surprised by this, and this is just another chance for God to prove Himself strong. More later . . .